straight 2 d point,geerrraaaammmm with wut u did, pahan...i told u rite???o myb i'm not telling u but i told yeen b4 dis n u r there dat time,so nape wt gakkkkk???addooooiiiiii...u r spoiling my mud rite now paham???uuuuurrrghhhh!!!sabar hani sabar...xkn ngn adik sendiri pn nk marah lebih2kn,cool dear,cool...
ok,take a deep breath...lepehler,ko nk mati tahan lame2??ok,agk kasar d c2...let it be...now,heart 2 heart nyer cite...lately,dis blog is not bout myself anymore...its keep on mentioning bout HER...y???i dunno,cos i feel only here i can unleash everything.cop,betui ke bi ko 2???tahler,nk jd ckgu bi tp bi sendri pn tunggang langgang...lantakla,smbung cite balik.ok,2 petanda yg sgt tdk baek ya apabila asyik mngate dekat dia je,sdp2 je dpt pahala n aq dpt dosa.dosa sbb mengate de.hani,ayt ko cm xsdp dibaca n xmanis disebut.baeklah,kn xelok duk mengate de je,pe slh de smpi ko jd cmni hani???ask her lah!!aikk,ksr balik ni,tampar nk bg sedar sikit hani oiii,behave ok??
ok2,jd berlapik sikit tapi no tapis2 dh.
i no i had b fren wif u for a long time.n i dunno when she come into ur life.n 4sure u yg g cari de.sebab u yg nk kawan ngn de.is it true dat u pnh nk try de??am i d last choice?ok,enough2!cukup hani, cukup!
to u[should i mention her full name?].i no u.tp xpenah amek tau psl ko pn.hani,ksr 2.fine.hani xpnh amek tau sal awk pn.jus tau ur name n no u dak kls ne.sumpah xpenah kesah pn pe ko buat,ooppss,pe awk buat. but after i read dat msg,even not from u,but it still 4 u,its remind me sumting.he beria2 xnk bg cah tgk hp de dat time.aq jus smpt nmpk message delivered *****. ok,dats mean u r dat person.sgt terkejut dat time.xtau pe yg rase mse 2.dhla time 2 ckup 5 bln.ok,he explained it dat nite even i'm not replying his msg.i'm hurt.rse cm kne tipu.then,even dh ok blk wif him,he such ignoring me,pe salah hani smp wt hani cmni,huuuu.then,ktorg ok blk.thanx kelantan for become tempat pemulihan kami,huhu.aftr a long time,aq amek 1st move.add de kt fb n sent her a msg.say sorry if i did sumting wrong.gud response from her.feel relieve dat time.yups,sorry is d magic words dat can solve evrything. but aftr dat, i found dat u calling her,u texting her.but u said dat,sumpah,dh lme xcntct de.i believing u sayang.but,laen lak jdnyer.no need 2 sumpah.then,u explain back.she tgur u kt fb tp u xleh nk response since sum1 using ur lappy.when u get home,u texting her.besoknyer kite kuar,n suddenly i realize dat u msg ngn de.hmmm.aftr a while,i let it be.suke hati korgla.
for ur information, i got an access to ur fb.tp i xpnh pn bkk fb u even i no ur password.respect ur privacy. but,one day ttbe terase nk usha since u pn ngah on9 time 2.i found out dat u ngah chat ngn de. "sye" n "awk".cm mnje je.ok,+ve thinking.but soon,i felt dat i xselesa ngn cre korg berkawan.u seem dpt prhatian spcl lak dr de.kate jrg contact.ok,i got 2 no dat u down n he comforting u.how bout me??knpe ble down bru nk cri de?n u,my mr k,such a good helper to her.comforting her evrytime,got to no where she goes n lastly,u got a gift from her.ble tau,parut darah balik beb,where d others guy dat u close?y must he dat u go for?sum1 told me dat u beria-ria xnk msg ngn mr k.siap post kt fb.bru2 ni,u called him asking bout banjir.mne kwn2 laki awk yg len?dak2 umah awk xtau ke sal bnjir kt area cni?at wut time u called him?memandangkn nk exam time tu,i jus let it be...
nex sem,u all 1 tmn.sngla if nk mntk tlg pe2 time tgh mlmkn??huuu,i cant avoid myself from thinking bout it.t g sarawak,mst ader la souvenir dr sane utk u kn?t u g la umah de xpn kdai minum kt tmn 2 ade.urrghh,i dont want 2 think bad bout both of u. hani sndri xnk dh mngate sal de kt blog hani.bkn seronok pn n xubah ape2.do believe me,hani xsuke nk ader 1 perception negative sal de,kuzek. sng citela,i xske cre u brkwn ngn de.ber'aq' n 'ko' sudahla ngn de if de mmg kwn u je.dak2 pmpn len pn u lyn cm2 gakkn.knp mst de lebih ckt dr dak2 pmpn kls kite.y not u bring me along when u meet wif her.i no yg u nk jge perasaan i.i appreciate dat. tp lg u sorok n i find out bout it lg i sedih.i x mean pn nk kongkong u.i percaye kt u.i tau u ske brkwn.u ske tlg org,i tau sume 2.i knl u syg.tp sumtime,cre u wt i terase.i sndri tau yg i xdela baek sgt.kdg2 i'm hurting u wif my perangai yg banyak songeh.but u sabar je ngn i. terime kasih sayang. at d same time, i mngharapkan she undrstnd wut i feel since both of us r ladies. wut will she feel if i'm doing d same thing wif her bf,[if still lg r].tp hani xkn wt cm2 sbb hani xske kco org pnyer even jus kwn pn.n i guess i no my limit even sumtime i tr'mnje' o tr'ngade' ngn dak laki kls kite.tp dorg sume r my classmate.i xde niat pn nk menangkan diri i since i sndri tau yg i byk kurangnyer.i jus hope dat u phm pe yg i rse n i nk jgk fhm pe yg u rase.tell me plizz...n to u miss n,i'm sorry
I LOVE U
and i really mean it sayang
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