i really hope

my sayang

apology accepted sayang

plz,i'm begging u

dun hurt me again like this

cos i hate 2 b in dis c2ation

i hate 2 no when i have 2 share

i dun have any intention 2 control ur life

but i jus hope dat u no

ur life now is not like before

cos u had choose to bring sum1's heart in ur life

i try 2 b the best for u even u dun ask me 2 do so

i try 2 gif n take wif u

i jus hope dat u can understand me

n i learn 2 understand u

i luv dis relationship so much sayang

plz take gud care of it

n to u

sory if i seems to be paranoid

i hope u can understand how i feel

i no dis is d small thing n i should not take it serious

i'm not totally blaming u

but i cant avoid myself from feel thretened

when u came in my sayang's life

even i no he's d one dat come 2 u

(guy is always guy)

kite same2 pompuan, patutnyer paham cne rase nyer ble jd cmni

i xpnh kaco u n xpenah teringin pn n wt cm2

xkesahla kt u or sape2 pn

bkn i nk halang korg nk b fren

but i guess u should no d limit o mayb u dun no anything betwen us

once again, i'm not totaly blaming u

i no dat he lurve to be fren wif every1

n i xde niat pn nk kongkong de

dun jus becos de melayan u, u pn same2 naek tocang

i dh dpt detect dis thing lame dh actly but i jus keep it

cos i dun wan d same thing happen again

but lately, its seems obvious lak

kdg2 2 mcm hipokrit lak,dpn2 cm xnk brtegur tp kt blkg len plak

hmmm,actly its hard 2 explain how i feel when dis happened

i bkn nk selfish,jus pk kan diri sndri je

but i think, no ned la for korg cm nk manje o maybe caring berlebih2

i try 2 cntrl wut i feel

i try 2 b gud to u

i try 2 b more understanding

but i still ade limit, ad ati n perasaan

ad rase jeles, ad rase tercabar n tergugat

n u should no y i feel dat way

once again, i dun have any intention pn nk cntrl u

i jus hop sumtime u undrstand how i feel

jus put urself in my c2ation

jus imagine i am doing d same thing

but i will no do it

i no dat i'm not ur wife

not even ur gud gf

but i try to b like d way u hop n want

i'm sorry sayang for xpress everything here

cos i feel dat here is d best medium 4 me to share evrything

since i no u read my blog

bubbye sayang

lurve u